Oh my god its been so longgg!!! Why school and other stuff. Well im not dead you people who havent left me yet!! I’ll make it up tho. Tell me what you guys wanna hear from me and I’ll do it!
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Hey guys!! Its been so long since I’ve been active huh? Well i just wanted to let you know im NOT dead! I miss you guys so much and i haven’t been able to get on much. Im doing fine with all this evil homework and studying and trying to make time for my relationships with people. (Im failing at it anyways….) and the dreaded family problems and self problems…. Plus my brother broke the computer and laptop so its hard to get on so im on my ipad. Im so sorry for all my friends i havent talked to on months (Ahem ahem NINA ARE YOU STILL THERE I MISS YUHH) and im sorry. Im hope ill be more active in summer and break in FOUR DAYS *0*
People literally think there all that. Okay your like the oldest in our grade cuz u got held back like THREEE times (I wouldn’t be proud of that js)
You can’t treat me like shit because u have such a better fucking life.
You can’t judge me when u barely even know name.
you can’t say make me feel special and then forget me. I’ll have to be fake. I’ll have to like I don’t care. I hate fake people and i’m done of acting like I don’t care. I’ve spent ages acting like the strong soldier only few know. You trusted me with everything and I never done anything to deserve how I’m treated.
and then there’s popularity. You don’t want to be that kid whose friends with the imperfect, not as pretty, different, nerd who has a smile on her face all the time. well maybe i’m tired smiling. I’m tired for trying to prove I can fit in when none of can’t either. Im tired of this shit ive been dealing with and feeling every night to the point I just cry myelf to sleep all the time.
And then popularity… I’ve lost many wars to that.
my guy friend who was in love with my little pony (especially fluttershy), who had long blonde hair, treated EVERYONE equal, called me a bitch on the last day of school but came back to hug the shit out of me can’t look at me anymore and is a totally no person. He has a girlfriend now and doesn’t look at me the same. I have never heard the words My little pony come out of his mouth again. I need my loving friend back u fucking society.
the girl who was my best friend, trust me with all her heart, told me to embrace my smile and to never give up is one of he most known girls but also the one with most gossip which sometimes revolve around me at times. I want my friend back you fucking society.
The boy who gave me hope in a better year and gave me the warmest hug at my sad times can’t even say hi to me and stopped answering my texts. I thought we were friends but I don’t know anymore…
and to end this while im still crying an having bad memories and thoughts return….
im writing a short story with 2 pictures forgot where there from ill out where their from after the story butt…
the characters are
Misaka- The school girl with purple hair and always wears black. Her eyes change color toward her emotions which makes her fairly easy to read emotions. she usually swears purple and black cuffs with jewels that sense danger whether she listens to them or not. She is beautiful, some-what smart and in love with….
Ryuu- the new kid. He is handsome, mysterious, and every girl loves him. Out of all of them he has his eye on Misaka. He has brown hair and blue eyes. His favorite color is red and black. He wears a black and his family is a mystery.
I hope you enjoy reading later and yeaa
I would show you the pic but it would spoil the ending.
Im working on a new story since its been awhile.. Sneak peek make the page later im lazy
The Old Days
The tv was on. Sounds of the basketball dribbling back and forth. The sounds of the sneakers squeaking. The sound of the ball swooshing through the basket. And most of all the sound of the encouragement of the Nets coach louder than the crowd. Obviously the memories crept into mind. A shame i couldn’t go in person as planned. The championship meant everything to him. Hopefully he made it. As i made more conference calls and change into something more comfortably a smile runs across my face hearing the buzzer. The Nets did it. Though i had no doubt they would win anyways. The coach broke down into tears. Never thought i would see that today. Even he knew the day would come. He had most confidence that it…
I wanna buy a bestie, a very hawt one…. idk why anymore
also de juh vuh ( prob spelt wrong) cuz my friend irl and i were talking how were loners and need to buy besties xD) dont ask >o< SOMEONE BUY ME A BESTIE #lonerforlife #imaloner the struggle >n<
Sometimes i do wish i can wake up with amnesia ; – ; ANYWAYSSSS love this song ❤